slow tears

I look up

as a tear rolls slowly
Down my check
I think about better days
And wonder if i'll feel that way again
you look at me
With those eyes I know so well
Always serious, so deep and insigtfull
as though you're always in control
But not today
not now
Now you look so scared
like for once you don't have the answer
I graz at you
looking into those hazel eyes
Hoping to understand
why you've said those things you did
I wonder for a moment
if this is all a dream
if I shall wake in the morning
you look at me
with a confusion I have never seen
slowly pull me towards you
and wipe the tears from my cheek